My name is Rain Robert.
I am an artist in a yet unknown category.
My work is about love.
It’s about feeling what I’m feeling.
It’s about letting my walls down.
It’s about discovering my beauty.
It’s about expressing my own sexuality myself.
I first started making videos to witness and celebrate my coming back to life.
Then I decided to put them online, to share the truth I was revealing.
There I encountered censorship and the way sexuality gets segregated to a second class subject.
In that I found the resolve I didn’t know I had.
Because this is my voice.
It needs to be expressed.
It deserves to be heard.
My art emerged from a healing journey I have been on my entire life.
To learn to be my whole true self.
There have been times when I didn’t know how to bear the pain of feeling dead inside.
When I decided I didn’t want to be on suicide watch anymore, I realized I needed reasons to live.
So I went from patches to trenches to resources to love.
Now love is where I live.
When I am not in love, I am not in life.
There is a mystery to the erotic that calls to me.
A desire for the feminine, for sensuality, for sacredness.
I am navigating uncharted territories in this exploration.
I know my videos raise a lot of questions.
I don’t know that I have the answers to them.
I let what I do come from the inside out.
It is not made to entice, it is not made from requests.
Please do not engage with it if it makes you in any way uncomfortable.
I am not trying to impose myself or sell anything.
Creating this work has been incredibly healing.
It has given me pleasure, peace, power, vulnerability.
Sharing this project here is an offering.
I hope it spreads loving energy to those who find it.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Sincerely,
Rain
I am an artist in a yet unknown category.
My work is about love.
It’s about feeling what I’m feeling.
It’s about letting my walls down.
It’s about discovering my beauty.
It’s about expressing my own sexuality myself.
I first started making videos to witness and celebrate my coming back to life.
Then I decided to put them online, to share the truth I was revealing.
There I encountered censorship and the way sexuality gets segregated to a second class subject.
In that I found the resolve I didn’t know I had.
Because this is my voice.
It needs to be expressed.
It deserves to be heard.
My art emerged from a healing journey I have been on my entire life.
To learn to be my whole true self.
There have been times when I didn’t know how to bear the pain of feeling dead inside.
When I decided I didn’t want to be on suicide watch anymore, I realized I needed reasons to live.
So I went from patches to trenches to resources to love.
Now love is where I live.
When I am not in love, I am not in life.
There is a mystery to the erotic that calls to me.
A desire for the feminine, for sensuality, for sacredness.
I am navigating uncharted territories in this exploration.
I know my videos raise a lot of questions.
I don’t know that I have the answers to them.
I let what I do come from the inside out.
It is not made to entice, it is not made from requests.
Please do not engage with it if it makes you in any way uncomfortable.
I am not trying to impose myself or sell anything.
Creating this work has been incredibly healing.
It has given me pleasure, peace, power, vulnerability.
Sharing this project here is an offering.
I hope it spreads loving energy to those who find it.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Sincerely,
Rain